Brooding mood

I went out with my friend today & she asked me, "why are you exceptionally sian today?" It was not intentional & her having just returned from a 2-mth mission trip, she said, "are you sian to see me?" [Dear J! Of course not!].

I think I'm just in a brooding mood. What am I brooding about? I don't know. Searching in my brain, I only see haze. Maybe I'm over-worked? I find that I don't have much of a life, something motivational. Maybe just one of those "down" days.

Anyway, proof of over-working, my friend said I've lost weight (yeah!). Think she's not the 1st to comment...probably because I've been skipping a few lunches here & there. Hmm...not healthy, but not bad. At least something to make me look better. :P
I think I'm not thinking through much these days too. Seem to say a lot of things that don't seem so wise, or the way that I put them didn't sound very good, though not intentionally.