Losing it

I can feel my passion (in my job) slowly bleeding out. Not that I am losing interest in local heritage, but I think I'm burning out, if not burnt out already.

I've been pretty restless at work for the past few months. I know I have piles of things to clear, but I'm not very motivated to work on them.

Mostly, I'm frustrated with some ideas suggested which does not seem well thought through, especially when the people who came up with it don't actually do or know the work. (Why were we hoodwinked into it?) Not that these ideas are bad. Ideally, they are good concepts & ideals. But as we know, ideal scenarios are not practical, and they have not considered the implementation difficulties based on our limited resources & system capabilities.

And I'm beginning to regret taking on some projects which I feel I'm not really ready for (basically time & resource constraints). Am also regretting taking up this development programme that was offered. The idea was good, but then the implementation was not that great, dashing a few of our ideals or hopes of what it would bring. Felt like we were "tricked" into it (all those promises) which would amount to nothing in the end. Well, it'll be over in less than a year, but will be bonded to the organisation for another 2 years. Not sure if I would ever get to progress in the direction I wanted to.

Anyway, what's the direction ahead? I see no clear path. What's God's purpose?