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Friday, June 23, 2006

Plain Stupid or Lazy?

I don't know whether I should laugh or cry.

We have just received this donation from someone prominent & thus, we will need to prepare a label to be pasted on the item as an acknowledgement of the donation. As the donor wants to see what's it going to be, our liaison officer asked from me the sample & size of the label. She wanted a hardcopy. As she's at another location, I sent her the already prepared standard label, customised for the donor to her in a word document, which is already the exact thing that we will print (you know, something like the mailing labels which already have standard format & size).
Guess what? She replied saying "what is the actual size of the label. I need to show a printed copy." I don't get it? Can't she just click "print" & she'll know? Is she for real?

Don't know to laugh or cry because if the organisation has such people (mind you, she's a manager who's been working here for some time), what's life going to be like here man. Fortunately she's not from my department.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Consultants?

My colleague was telling me that during a course she attended, the speaker said this very interesting & very true definition of consultants.

"Consultants con and insult us"

Haha...very apt right? Ok, not to offend anyone, this phrase probably applies in most cases not all. There are some good ones & mind you, most good ones are usually the smaller companies who can give you personalised service. ;P

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Superwoman I am not

It's so frustrating. I have big plans in mind to improve or make my main job areas better, but somehow, I'm thrown into doing things which are not really what I should be doing...those that don't seem to have anybody to do are dumped to me. All these are taking too much of my time & I can't concentrate fully on my main areas. Also, all these big sudden projects...

I'm now trying to keep the passion for being a librarian up, and the uncarried out plans to motivate me as I really want to do more for them as I'm quite passionate about heritage, arts & culture, but am not sure if they can sustain me for long. The workload is increasing tenfold but resources...never. I think also because I'm usually the youngest in the group, so always get arrowed to do the dirty work.

Yah, I maybe able to do various things (haha...ego) but I don't have 三头六臂 。。。you can't give me everything to do at 1 shot even though I'm the only person (yes, my work area is only covered by me, with nobody to really help me)! Furthermore, I must admit I can be a perfectionist at times, so I really do my best for all the things assigned to me & make them as well done as possible and double-check. But it burns me out! These days, I find myself thinking of/doing 3 things at 1 time. Gosh, all the brain cells killed & white hair must be increasing!

Help! Need to let it out! Need therapy! Retail?

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Things people say they will do or not mind

It's really frustrating when people say things like "if other institutions have it, we can work/link up with them" but in actual fact, it is almost impossible when there's so much "politics" involved. So each party will want to do everything, duplicating certain aspects of work.
With the limited resources these days, this is such a waste of time/manhours & money.

Missed Queue

Today was really weird...I got cut queued twice in a row.

I went to the downstairs canteen to tabao lunch & as I queued, the hawker actually missed me & asked the person after me what he wanted! Can't she even ask if I've ordered?

Then after buying lunch, I wanted to buy fruit juice. And the same thing happened! However, at least this one asked me after asking the one behind me asked me if I've ordered.
Am I invisible?

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Need a BREAK!!!

Think I'm getting more skeptical, of things, of people. Never used to complain so much and could really keep my cool, so things must be getting real bad.

Need a big break! Before I do something I really regret as my fuse is short. Have regretted some skeptical remarks...but couldn't seem to think so clearly at that time.

Haven't gone for a proper holiday since I started work 1.5 years ago.
Fortunately am going for holiday soon...can't wait for it to happen.

Have decided not to complain so much as the more I talk about it the more angry I get. See how things will turn out first.

Weighty crap

wah lau, you know just now, I went to discuss something with this person about the placing of a certain item in the collection. I told her that the item is actually not suitable for our collection as it is an artefact. She said "No it's not an artefact!" I didn't want to argue with her coz she's on a higher "plane" than me, but I've asked another colleague of mine. Fine, I tried to draw her into the scope of our organisation and what's my opinion. She brushed me off!
And can you believe that she threw 1 of our director's name in my face! As I keep telling her that it won't qualify as part of our collection, she just said "so if XX (that director) says you have to keep you would have to keep it". It was the way she said it that pissed me off (think you can imagine it lah). Fine, you're higher up the ladder, but you don't have to brush me off like that. Hey, that director is a very nice person and we can always talk things over. He did ask them to get the thing done (paid for). But she keep brushing me off by keep asking her staff (who was the one who approached me) to go ask that director. Using the director to 压我...

I'm really in a bad mood these days about the new structure & things and can't stand all these nonsense. Am not my usual cool self...had a hard time controlling my anger man. Think it affected my response to her.

So 不服气 that after that I came home to do some research on the subject & sent to the girl (her subordinate) who asked me 1st, & gave a long justification & cc list. Well, didn't cc her, but sent to various other people who would agree with me that it shouldn't be part of the collection.

BRRR.....

Friday, March 31, 2006

Bleak Future

Been wanting to update my blog, but have been very busy.
However, I should add in this entry due to it's "earthshaking" nature. It is also making me (and also a few other of my colleagues too) very unhappy (I'm usually a very "cool" person, hardly complain). Need to let it out!

You might recall my earlier entry back in Oct 2005 "Restless at work". (http://tromperie.blogspot.com/2005/12/restless-at-work.html) I'm referring to the same person. Well, my unit is gonna split into 2 sections where 1 section will be headed by my "previous" boss (well, not yet officially announced, but the structure sort of in place already) and the other (which I'll be under) is "overseen" by this person. This person is the "tai-chi" sort and very senior (old) in the organisation already. And this has manifested in a recent event that we organised where she was supposed to be the project manager (PM) but who eventually, didn't really "manage" it properly. If some might know, there is this project sponsor role & the project sponsor (my "previous" boss) ended up doing the all the managing/co-ordination part. The sponsor is usually the one who only gives some moral support.

Anyway, she has bad management skills & style, which many people dislike (believe me, I've asked around...other depts, those who have worked some time in the organisation or with her & know about her, even staff at operational level). Let's take the event for example. Come on, you're the manager you need to co-ordinate things. Don't be haphazard & in the last few minutes come and throw us some tasks which could have been addressed earlier. Should check back on our decisions made earlier & not be swayed by things. If it's valid, rationalise. Keep up to date. Hello, you are PM & should take the responsibility to keep up on matters. You know, she wasn't in the office most of the time & so our communication was mainly through email. You jolly well know that this major event is coming & you don't keep up to date on matters. She keeps asking us questions (when she does come in) which were addressed in the emails. Fine, for minor details we can tell her straight off. But not for everything single thing?! She doesn't even follow up on meetings. Did you know for the 1st meeting, the project sponsor had to prepare the minutes becoz she didn't bother. My colleague prepared a jobsheet on who's doing what. It's very detailed and she doesn't even bother to read it, some more come to ask us who's doing what. Well, it was discussed at the meeting too! So she conveniently ignored her duties. I had to do the things for her coz:
1) she was not in the office;
2) becoz of her incompetence, pple depended on me to do those things as I could efficiently do it (haha...sorry, like boasting)
3) if we wait for her, the event would have been over.

And no "thank you"s for covering her duties! ( i refer to other people on the organising committee too)

If you're the manager, if you do delegate things to staff to do (ok, mgrs need to know how to delegate & not micromanage), you have to keep track & have a grasp of things. You should do a check & also be accountable as you're the manager even if something goes wrong. Delegating is not passing the baton (tai-chi) and don't do anything, then claim the credit.

Did you know that during the event, she was called to do some last minute thing as directed by our DCE for the event. Fine, she's doing work. But she has to tell my dept head we would think she was doing nothing (ok, we did think that, but how come we'll think that huh?) coz she was upstairs (got this info when me & my colleague went to feedback to the dept head on the new structure). Hello, you want us to know you're doing something you can tell us in the face. But you keep us in the dark while making us look petty in front of management.

She also doesn't know how to think ahead & react to situations. She needs prompting constantly. Mu colleague uses this situation which occured during the seminar...the 'refreshments incident'. We were having 2 tea breaks during the event, the 1st one was with food, the 2nd, just drinks. The caterer was not coming to clear the food so 1 of the helpers suggested that we bring a table out (the earlier tea reception was in a separate room) with the drinks to just outside the event venue (it's actually a talk). Fine, she went out & told my colleague about this suggestion. At first my colleague thought wow, suddenly this person got initiative but later when I told her that the suggestion actually came from someone else, minus point again. Anyway, after shifting the drinks location, what do you do next? I've asked this question to a few people & they all gave me the answer straightaway. Yes! It is to inform the participants of the change! Guess what, she didn't even think of it. She just left it at that point when the decision was made to shift the refreshment area, only informing my colleague. My colleague took her own initiative to look for the emcee of the event to announce this. She didn't manage to get the attention of the emcee & mentioned to my "previous" boss (the proj sponsor) and he immediately wrote a note and passed it to the emcee personally. You can see the difference.
Has she never attended a event before? Being so long in the organisation she should have some experience & common sense in these things. Probably she never got involved in the actual thing & tai-chi again lah.
If we (who are going to work under her) were to prompt her on things all the time, who's the manager here? Yah, she's new to the dept, but she came from other depts where work has to be done. Some more she's been in the organisation for so long, so senior already, surely she should have some common sense. I'm fairly new to working life & I can think of it the response to situation.

Did you know, we were waiting to see when she would ask for a de-brief. Guess what, she had to be prompted by our dept head (we know this coz during our feedback session the dept mentioned that she would ask this person to arrange for the de-brief). Duh! even in school camps last time we call for a de-brief straight after the camp.

Worst things worst, she claims the credit of things done by staff (well, it seems so since mgt seem to think highly of her...becoz of her acting? asking staff to deliver for her her deliverables? badmouthing staff?). She doesn't show accountability or competency to support us. How can she be dependable?

Phew! said so much. better take a break here. Think the more I say, the more angry I get.

Ok, we don't want to chip her rice bowl, so during our feedback we just mention that it's her mgt style & skills we were concerned about, not meaning to make personal attack. She's about to retire soon in maybe about 3-4 years. Well, if she's gonna to continue to be like that, 3-4 years is very long for us man.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Your funeral

I know this sounds kinda morbid, but have you ever wondered who you'll invite to your funeral, i.e. who you'll want or don't want to "see" at your funeral?
ok, not personally invite (or else it'll be creepy...unless you're still alive), but sort of prepare a list.